Monday, December 13, 2010

Both waiting each other...=.=

hahaha... just sms my babe , dunno where he gone liao...
After i told him i bought 2 bags then no sound no picture liao...
until now...hahaha...
I am waiting his msg... but he dun sms me... sob sob...
keep on look at the phone but no msg come... sad sad la...T_T
then at the same time... babe also do same thing with me..
hahaha...
both of us waiting each other sms le...hehehe...
he was telling me that he keep see the phone... haha... waiting my msg ya...
hmmm..... thought he busy??
hahaha... he thought i busy too...
=P
hmmm... he just finish snooker... hahaha... me??
keep on FB & Fb & FB...
close open close open close open ... dunno how many times liao le... hahahaha..
so sien oh....
babe told me he gonna fever le... he gonna sick liao le...
Haiyo!! don't take good care of himself de..
sure he dun drink much water !!! herm !!!!!

I just hope babe don't sick...
And get well soon !!!!!

Countdown For 1 Year Anniversary

4 Days Left...
Our 1 Year Anniversary gonna reach...
hehe.. wonder why i so excited...
so hope Friday Fast fast come...
i wanna celebrate with my babe~
wanna give him a very sweet & nice & special Memory...
hahaha.... my plan... Failed...
but never mind.. i got another plan go on...
wakakakaka...
nothing do le...
going to sleep soon... hahahaha....
Everyday come n countdown not bad wah~

hahahaha.... Goodnight ~

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

一封父親給女兒的遺書 & 十年後女兒的回信~好文章共享

給可愛的女兒:

爸爸和妳玩了好多次躲迷藏,每次都一下子就被妳找出來。
不過這一次,爸爸決定要躲好久好久。

妳先不要找,等妳十四歲(還要吃完十次蛋糕)的時候,再問媽咪,爸爸躲在哪裡,好不好?

爸爸要躲這麼久,妳一定會想念爸爸,對不對?
不過,爸爸不能隨便跑出來,不然就輸了。

如果還是很想爸爸,爸爸就變魔法出現。
因為是魔法,不是真的出現,所以不犯規,爸爸不算輸。

爸爸的魔法是:趁妳睡覺的時候,跑到妳夢裡大玩遊戲;

在妳畫圖畫爸爸的時候,不管好不好看,妳覺得是爸爸,就是爸爸;

當妳拿爸爸的照片看時,爸爸也在偷偷的看妳……。

要記得,爸爸一直都陪著妳!妳已經是四歲的大姊姊了。
爸爸要拜託妳一件事,要妳照顧和孝順爺爺、奶奶和媽咪,
看妳是不是比爸爸以前做得好?
有多好,媽咪會告訴你的。

爸爸猜想,我們這一次玩躲迷藏要玩這麼久,爺爺、奶奶、媽咪有時候看不到爸爸,他們一定會偷哭。
偷哭就是犯規、就是失敗。

他們偷哭,妳就要逗他們笑,不然遊戲輸了以後,他們一定會哭得更厲害了。好不好,寶貝?

我們是同一國的,來比賽看妳厲害,還是爸爸?
準備好了嗎,比賽就要開始了!

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十年後女兒的回信:

最愛的爸爸:

爸爸,我找到你了!

爸爸你知道嗎?

這些年,我很厲害唷,媽咪說我做得比爸爸你還要好呢!
爺爺、奶奶和媽咪犯規時,我都很努力的逗他們笑。
而且爺爺奶奶需要幫助時,我都有乖乖聽你的話。


爸爸……我是不是贏了?


不要擔心,我很勇敢。
因為我知道爸爸永遠都在我身邊看著我,
陪我哭、陪我笑、看我鬧彆扭。

你真的好厲害,你的魔法讓我變的很堅強,讓我變的更茁壯。
我很幸福,因為有爺爺、奶奶、你和媽媽陪著我!
我不孤單,爸爸也不會孤單,因為有我陪著你。

所以爸爸,你不用替我操心,我已經是個十四歲的大姊姊了,
我已經懂事了。

爸爸你可以變作星星,在天上安心的看著我。

爸爸,我畫了幅畫,是我們全家唷!
你想我們的時候,就看著這幅畫,
你想我的時候,我就變魔法,讓你在我們的夢裡來遊玩。


爸爸,我真的好愛你。

可惜比賽結束了…。

爸爸,我贏了……我是不是可以哭了…?






後記:

非常喜歡這篇文章,雖然每次看完都會忍不住掉下眼淚,我還是喜歡被感動後流淚的滋味。


讓我們更真誠的相待吧!因為人生難得、因緣難遇!

讓我們更真誠的對待妻子或丈夫,因為百年後就不能攜手散步了。

讓我們更珍惜兒女的成長,因為百年後要擁抱他們就不可得了。

讓我們在每一個相會、每一個因緣裡,都能全心的付出與融入,都能無私的感謝和奉獻。

讓每一刻相待都是最真誠的相待,因為,因為,百年後,這些都不可得了。


「珍惜今天 ~ 因為它是明天的美好回憶!」

==========================================================
很感動!!
一個有智慧的父親在往生前所寫下的一封信
對於四歲的小女孩是這麼的彌足珍貴的回憶.....
但是.....
如果您能在寫這封信前.....
您更加疼惜您的寶貝 ( 兒女, 配偶, 父母... )
讓這一生了無遺憾......

因為......

因為....

因為..

世事難料


Tuesday, November 9, 2010

到哪找来的胆量?

2010年11月6日

跟着贝贝到subang ss15 saloon去~
贝贝剪头发与染发~
Joe也一起呢~ Joe驾车呀~
首先,去asia cafe吃早午餐。。当时已经是3-4pm了。
他们的食物都到了,都吃完了,而我的呢?
怎么都还没到呀?都不耐烦了,不想等了。
吃完了,赶快离开吧。。
然后就回去saloon那里。。
还要等呢。。
就坐下等。。
贝贝坐在我的前面。。我的脚开好大。。哈哈
好粗鲁呀!两人坐一张椅子~
我就抱着贝贝~ 舒服呀~




开始自拍~哈哈。。不只这么少。。还有呢~
贝贝本来不知道的。。但是我给他看呢~ 他没什么了。。
还好他没禁止我拍照。。因为他不让我跟他合照!!
过后有 位置了,他就离开了我的位置。。
我就找起来,要去吃糖水。。
Joe说:“你不跟他去吗?一个人可以吗?”
贝说:“不用理他”
听到这句,气咯。。两天里面不知说了几次!

然后我就自己一个人去[甜品哥哥]吃东西咯。。

 腐竹白果薏米糖水

芒果肠粉

还好罢了。。
过后就回去saloon那里~
Joe & 我等贝贝。。 闷呢!
还好有我的iPhone 4~~

弄好头发后,我们就去买蛋糕~
RT Pastry House ~~!!! NICE CAKE !!! YUM YUM !!
After that then went for dinner...
Uptown ... eat Hokkien Mee & Duck ~~

After dinner , they wanna send me back...
So early !! Don't wanna so early back home...
Because most of the time we just at Saloon... So wanna spend more time to be with him..
I know I sticky... He don't like sticky gf...
but this is me... i just being myself ... plus... i really miss him...
At the end... we go wrong way.. wakakakaka !!!
Go to 1u there... so at d end , we went to The Curve~~ XD
Went to Cinema & IT store there?
haha... bebe friend Wai Ken come join us movie as well..
[The Rise Of The Mummy]

After movie then really send me home le...
when i get in car.. i sms bebe..
[dear, later can i have goodbye kiss?]
[No..]
[yer~ i want...]
then he no reply.. start to think think think...
think of when arrive my condo..
then when i down car.. open the car door, don't close 1st...
2nd, open his door, n close behind door...
then kiss him.. but then i know i not dare to do so...
so just forget it... >.<"

when gonna reach.. i from behind hug babe...
touch him !! touch him !!
when arrived... i touch his face.. n say bye bye to him...
very 不舍得。。
Joe said :“你mek不舍得你啊。。去抱她啦~”
贝贝答:“不用理她。。。”
然后就转过头来看着我。。
带着那顽皮的笑容与眼神。。 
我听了就有点气。。可以不要一直说[不用理她]吗?
哪怕有一天,你真的不理我了?
哪怕有一天,我也不理你了?
我有点气,但其实带着笑容的说拜拜。。

下车!!
开车门,再开前车门,关了我的后车门。。
一关车门,Joe就问[她要干嘛?要抱你呀?]
贝贝答[她要kiss我]
两人的眼神很surprise的看着我..
我二话不说,就亲下去了。。
Joe[哎哟!竟然被我看到这个场面!]
哈哈哈。。没想到,我还真的是做到耶!
要不是他那四个字!!
哼!!


Really never ever think that i will do so...
Babe as well..
Very surprised to him... And ... He happy as well !! ^.^

Love Babe ❤ Muaks Muaks !!

Thursday, October 28, 2010

我也想。。

他又说待会儿去看戏了。。
唉。。。
其实都不是很开心。。
因为,跟他一同去看戏的不是我。。不是我。。。
我也想看戏。。好久没看戏了。。??
有好多戏,我都很想看。。
很想跟你一起去看。。但是。。都没这个机会。。
我不会怨。。因为。。路是自己选的。。
曾经。。又想过自己去看电影。。但是。。
到最后却没去了。。

认真地想一想。。其实我到底会不会自己一个人去看戏呢?
我怕。。寂寞。。 不喜欢这种[心]空空的感觉。。
很不好受。。

最近压力大了。。工作吧?
自己的事也有。。

有人说我什么时候变了[含羞草]?
认真地想一想。。
对呀!什么时候,我便了含羞草!!??

我,不再是我?
有这种感觉?
那位灿烂的盈煦不知去了哪?
那位很多话说得盈煦,好像消失了。。
找不回呀!!
我不想要先在的盈煦。。
我想要那位[小丑]盈煦。。
因为,那才是真正开心得盈煦。。
不会理会别人怎么看她。。
但是,现在的?却很在意他人怎么看她?

不知道。。也不想知道。。
烦。。。。
唉。。。。。。。。

Monday, October 11, 2010

❤ 101010 ❤

What's a special day for 101010... that's yesterday... passed d..
but i will like to recall back... but not all... =)

101010
A very special day for me... won't tell what had i done on this day...
but i know that me i myself is very happiness...
Full Of Happiness ~
I Love it so much... Never ever try to be so happy... hahaha...
Will always stay in my heart... my memories...
Will always keep in my heart...

IF .... a lot of "IF"...
Not much to share... just hope that ... we can happy always...
even though ... our future is still far far away...
Just always remember... 珍惜眼前人。。

Love You ~ ❤

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

SS2 Pasar Malam

i'm very happy that Finally i can go pasar malam at ss2 ~~
And is with my babe~ zi yi~
hehehehe...
after work, i went to KLCC met my babe~
he had a small little gathering with his forum frenz... APPLE ...
after d gathering, then we depart to ss2 pasar malam..
so many cars n we r lucky found a parking..
just in front of d "yu yan shang"..
then coz i wore d 3 inch high heels... quite killing me...
babe said his car still got one more slipper... yeah~~ d old 1...
luckily... dun need to wear d high heels walk pasar malam...
if not i gonna die for it.. hahahaha...
after change d slipper, i felt better.. huhu ... ^^
then we start to walk d~ d whole pasar malam...
then we had dinner at there also... LAKSA...
finally ate it... but then not nice...
there got 2 sell LAKSA de... eat wrong place ... sad....
this is my 1st time finish 1 bowl of LAKSA ... i think...
coz i dun eat LAKSA ... coz of my stomach problem...
the KT 1 dun count la... hehe...
but also miss KT LAKSA... quite nice de...
and is diff with KL LAKSA very much...
dunno when got chance again go KT & eat those delicious food ~~??

oh ya !! dun forget my curry fishball !!!
OH YEAH !!! That's my favorite !!!
^^ love it so much... is nice lo !!!
then we eat d sausage also... spicy neh !!!
after that bought some kacang putih back gv my aunt...
that's her favorite... haha...
went back home, the first thing she asked is "where is my kacang putih??"
if go pasar malam dun buy for her... she let her say till dunno how.. hahahaha..
she love to eat.. n wish to eat for long time...
everytime said wanna go pasar malam but at d end no go de...
coz sometimes she lazy... sometimes coz raining then no good... plus no ppl fetch us go also...

but then... i still very happy coz babe can bring me go pasar malam...
honestly... that is wat i wish to do for long time also..
hehe... thanks babe...
kakaka... if not coz got gathering at KLCC, he also will lazy dun1 come out de lo...
anyway... even what reason also the same...

i am happy all d way... muaks~

Sunday, August 1, 2010

1st time gambling ~ Genting !!

Yesterday, thought wanna early celebrate my birthday de...
We had already plan what to do... but at d end... no more le...
Change plan....
1st.. babe come fetch me , then we go have breakfast + lunch... at seksyen 14 Papparich..
After that, we go find babe friends...
Saw nice computer !! Hoseh ah !!!
Alliansware ..... WOW ... Nice !!!
Awesome   !!!!
After that, we go yum cha with his friends...
Then go Pyramid walk walk....
Bought babe Birthday Gift & Bought Mine Too~
hahahaha... thanks babe~ quite like d gift but never think that you will think wanna buy that for me...
hehe... Muaks !!!
Then we have dinner at Kenny Rogers...
His friends haven't ready to go yet... Then we are tired n dunno what to do...
So just go home n wait... Back bebe aunt's home..
Watch TV and help bebe cut nail...
Then around 9 something, we only depart... 1st.. Refill Petrol !!!
The Curve.. Damn JAM !!!
His friends don't wait for us , they go 1st le.. sad de.. no good !!
We wait for so long, thought go with them but at the end, we go up ourselves..
Then arrive there around 12am something...
1st Time Go Genting with babe....
1st Time Gambling !!!
babe teach n told me how to play...
we play RM200 each...
I lose liao RM100... he win liao RM200...
I guess i know what had happen... hahaha... ya... i know what had happen... kakakaka...
Then his friends go home liao.. Damn...
Because babe didn't heard phone rang... So... at d end, also we back ourselves ... Sien ah...
Plan to go / follow them go Genting... At d end, is we go n back ourselves... lolx....

Arrived home around 5am++... wash face n go sleep d...
Thought wanna go babe home sleep 1st.. but is better dun...
because , i will kena kill... hahahaha.... not dare to do so...
but then, quite happy that can be with bebe d whole day n night...

But me little cake Gone !! sob sob... thought got little Cake with candle for my early celebration b'day d...
never mind... as long as... I AM HAPPY WITH BABE....

❤ 黄梓佚24岁生日(7月28日)

27日,我很早就去睡觉了。。闹钟调12am。。
第一时间拨电话给贝贝,本来打算唱生日歌的,但是却失败了。
他已接电话就笑了,我就说“happy birthday” 咯。。
然后他就说我了。。不需特地起来吧?我会累之类的话。。
这是我要做的,是我plan了要做的事,我觉得ok啊。。不喜欢吗?? 
只要你开心,做什么都愿意。。除了离开你。。

这天,我换上了我新买的衣服,戴隐形眼镜,化妆上班去~
哈哈。。裙子。。好短。。配上裤袜。。穿3寸高跟鞋。。
放工后,就搭地铁去kelana jaya。。
然后去pyramid跟贝贝的家人用餐~
过后就去看戏了。。

7月28日,贝贝生日。。
我总共跟贝贝说了4次“生日快乐”。。
12am,拨电话说的;
早上,上班时,又sms跟他说;
然后用电话上面书说呢~;
最后是贝贝送我回家,亲了他,在说最后一次。。
贝贝投诉?? 哈哈。。不必说这么多次了。。。

在这里,我又要说了。。虽然迟了。。
但这是我的部落格,我也得说说吧??

贝贝,生日快乐~❤

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Weird Mood...

Weird Mood... dunno why feel not happy....
i think is because i emo-ing ba??
some more... period gonna come... sure mood will strange strange de...
haiz... when will come d??? dun make me suffer here please....T.T
feel tired...
after work... everyday sleep early... 9pm something then go to bed d..
even sleep early also no use... still feel tired n sleepy...
can i dun dream??? i feel tired n dislike to dream le... haiz...
just makes me feel more tired n never rest...
damn hate ah... haiz...
i think i gonna sleep d...
if not... tml  dunno want how... hahaha...
but then, thinking tml what to wear le...
feel sien... everyday week also wear d same shirt...
found that my cupboard d clothes all look so ugly !!!
cannot le... i gonna buy some new nice clothing .... than will better...
everytime go out ... also wear d same shirt ,actually quite sien de..
i wanna buy some skirt or dress wear d...
saw lot clothes at bebe fren website...
hmmm.... nice lo... thinking when to buy??
and still thinking that where d address i gonna gv...
if home, will not so fang mian, coz sometimes no ppl at home.. mafan...
if is parents company?? should be ok ba??
haiz....
the problem is... if i buy.. then i will buy a lot....
hmmmm.... buy liao at least dun regret lo....
happy then ok... hahahaha....
just feel wanna find someone to talk but then no one suitable for me to talk those craps...
so... i rather write here... will feel better...

goodnight ..... zzZzZZzzZZzzzZZZzzZzzZZZzzzzzzzZZZZzz

Saturday, July 17, 2010

7th Month Anniversary ❤

Today is our 7th Month Anniversary
Plan to sing k , maybe next is movie then will have dinner at [The Ship] ~
Been long time never go there eat d... Chop~ 
the last time went there , in my memory is with my family...
still remember , when we were kids..my aunt will bring us go there d...
is every time when 4 of us birthday's ~ 
haha... i still have some memory bout that time... but not so clear le.. its seem long long time ago...
quite miss that time...
just now told my aunt that i will go out today... 
she asked me where i'm going...
i told her i will go sing k n then dinner... 
she know i will treat my bf go [The Ship] have dinner.. she wanna follow...
keep nao gai ask me bring her go... so sweat ah !!
never seen her like this... haha... IS REALLY DAMN CUTE !!! 
but then i say i go sing k 1st... she say bring her also... she also know how to sing...
i know she want me treat her eat also... [The Ship] ... 
because she wanna go there for long time... 
next time ba... me not so much money treat so many ppl...
some more, i don't want people disturb us... hehe...
Rare today is d actual day for us to celebrate wor...
ofcoz have to 珍惜这份一份每一秒~ 
even every time my babe come KL , i also do so... but today special day for me...
might be a normal day for him... but for me... is special...
babe b'day is coming... i really hope can celebrate with him on that day...
i hope i can... i hope d wish can come true lo...
even the next day , i have to work... but i feel ok also...
and that time he will be in KL... so... if he ok, then i will be very happy le...

don't know today will how le??
even i know is how d... hahahaha...
normal lo... 
just long time no sing k with babe liao...
hehe... 

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤


NG ZI YI !! I LOVE YOU !! MUAKS MUAKS


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Thursday, June 24, 2010

Finally ...

Finally I code le... last 3 weeks , i still scared and dun code...
but then start from Tuesday, I can code liao...
why not Monday?? because Monday I take MC... Gastric...go see doctor...
then why i dare to code d??
because of my babe~~ hehe...
got what related to him???
because last Friday he come KL... and then we met~ 3 days~~ ^^ happy...
the question is why met him liao then dare to code liao...??
haha... Secret~~
lol... self ask self answer... memang KI SIAO !!
but really happy that can meet my babe~~ miss him lot lot...

The 3 days happen d thing i will remember it ... forever... hahaha....
actually dunno what to write...
quite sleepy and tired...
at least now i dare to CODE liao...
YEAH YEAH YEAH ~~!!
just waiting for d day come ... what day?? got computer day... T.T
i dun want so sien la...
oh.. yayaya...

haha... start from yesterday 24/6 , dunno blow what wind i go read newspaper.. n today also...
think everyday also will read newspaper liao...
English & Chinese Newspaper ~ kakaka ~ FREE ~~
anyway.. long time no write blog...
actually have a lot of story wanna write...
but then... wait me got heart 1st...
very lazy to write d... kakakkaka...
like i talking to myself... zzzZ

Sunday, June 20, 2010

unhappy

i not happy....
i not happy...
i not happy...
i not happy...
i not happy...
i not happy...
i not happy...
i not happy...
i not happy.............................................................................................................

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

8/6 & 9/6

these 2 days... i eat alone...
yesterday is because no people accompany & i just wanna eat alone...
today is because i just wanna eat alone & don't care bout got people wanna eat with me or not..
then yesterday i go 大上海天had lunch...
i order 小笼包&拉面。。RM21.60
today i go Little Taiwan , order set lunch... RM12.10
but eat till half then no eat liao... coz no mood to continue eat... haiz...

yesterday (8/6) , one of my colleague, Harry birthday...
evening , they drink Carlsberg , some of d colleagues drink also...
but except me & other malay colleagues...
1st, i gastric , can't drink alcohol... and that time i hungry more cannot drink...
after that, they eat mum mum also... but i no eat... coz don't wanna eat...
i'm hungry but don't eat is because just eat a bit bit i will be more hungry...
then when i cross d road to opposite... is DAMN dangerous...
give car HON !! WTF !!
i don't like cross that road 1...

then today nothing happen...
just finally get my offer later... tomorrow just sign & give back MS.Wong..
and then... until now i also haven't start really CODE...
haha... wonder why i always run off... what am i scared of??
haiz......

Monday, June 7, 2010

Sing K with Clients when lunch time...

today, suppose follow Bernice & Whizzy go lunch with PBB Public Investment de ppl d...
but then, Mahal said wanna bring me... wuwuwu... so have to follow him lo...
Mahal & Zu bring me go Pavilion de Redbox sing k.. Lunch Buffet...
So surprise & too sudden... shocked me ah...
and i just sing 4 songs... 2 english, 2 chinese...
Taylor Swift - You Belong To ME
Beyonce - Listen
Lee Hom - 唯一
萧敬鹏-新不了情
sing k with malay is my 1st time... all malay..
the clients also malay... oh gosh !!
one is Affin Investment, Fizan...
another is RHB Investment, Zaid...
and then, their voice quite nice, quite nice to hear lo...
haha... think they always go sing k gua??
then when i sing lee hom song... they saw “一”and heard i sing "yi" so whenever got "yi" they will follow sing..
quite cute ah...
then when i sing 新不了情, "了" .."liao" they also follow...
and asked me what the meaning... hahahaha...
really le... a sad song, gv me sing till become happy song.. so swt ah...zzZ
but they really really very cute.. n funny.. hahahaha...
anyway, as least i didn't feel nervous like last time sing with bebe friends le..
after that then back to work...

back home.. aunt no cook.. so we go downstairs have dinner..
my condo downstairs d cafe...
i order Grilled Lamb Rosemary Sauce...not nice 1... and not full at all..
gastric some more... T.T
so sad ah...

Saturday, June 5, 2010

应酬。。。

yesterday was my 1st time meet dealers ... entertain dealers... at night...
the lunch time de not count la... that is clients gua... i think is d same la...
this time meet many people..
they are...
Chua, Lim(girl, Chua gf), Sin Hao (think is like this write),
Chris, Ryan, Siti(wear spec malay woman), Adas(a fat indian guy)
and others i forgot their name already... hahaha...
this time is Pauline, Harry & Whizzy bring me out...
Whizzy play mahjong with them...
Harry play cards with others..
Pauline entertain others guy outside...
and me just sit there n watch them play mahjong, at d same time, also learning...
we go Jalan Raja Chulan, think is one of d hotel gua..
got a snooker place call [The Ball Room]
Pauline have booked d V.I.P room for us ...

Then Pauline wanna go for d next round so she fetch me back home 1st..
if not i gonna follow Harry them dunno until what time...

i m too quiet liao... kena ppl said also...
so... i have to be introspection le...
hahaha... not to be so quiet le..
actually is just starting la.. ofcoz i will be shy n dun talk much...
i m very TALKATIVE .. n will be VERY CRAZY with friends...
but need see is with who... if is with ENYA school de friends, then not same say...
really can crazy with them gao gao...
but then with secondary school friends not same le... dunno what i care...
now have d same problem but bit worse than that...
haha.. really si beh QUIET .... just know how to smile but wun go find any topic to talk to them...
i really need some times le... dun force me la....

but then... those who bully me de... i wun let them bully till so easy...
i wanna they pay back double for me... 要他们双倍奉还。。
我可不是这么好欺负。。我会报仇。。我也不会对他们客气。。
我会顶回他们,但是得用好的招数。。哈哈哈。。
因为不可以得罪人。。。
看着办吧。。。
总之,加油吧!反省下!

Thursday, June 3, 2010

The 3rd day~

Today is my 3rd day working...
hahaha... also quite bored but is better than d 1st day..
today boarding (just i understand what mean of this)at
got help up Bonds to write also... their 1 quite messy & busy...
at d same time, i quite headache bout that... but still ok lo at d end also can learn something...
MONEY is more easier than BOND...
hahaha... but still have to learn also... so that i know bout it in d future...

when lunch time, Low & Bernice bring me along to meet Clients... dunno which bank liao..
hahaha... lunch... HONESTLY, i not full at all... macam tak da food masuk perut...
so is [got eat = no eat] ..still feel stomach EMPTY !!
after lunch then back to work..
have tried to CODE !!
OMG !!! why m i so GAN JIONG??? i feel so SHY when coding...
feel so paiseh... STUPID feeling...
at d end, i no code liao... i actually haven't got "xin li zhun bei" 1....
but then they said tml i have to do it liao... ask me back home practice pulak...
hahaha.. i got try to speak.. but then "da kek" ...
need speak fast, so hard ah... slow bit then ok la...

then just now dinner go down condo there eat... i order grilled chicken supreme...
ma ma dei only... not full at all... actually i already know won't full ... but still wanna order is because i dunno what to eat...
but it's ok la... at least i got eat... coz before that, i gastric again...
now when i hungry, i will gastric liao.. cham...
this call 自己拿来衰........
so, have to eat every meal... cannot skip la!!!
as mom said, morning drink PROTEIN, EAT CALCIUM... VITAMIN B,C & bla bla bla....
what they told me, what i should eat, i always dun hear...
so that when i always tell them my sick, they just dun peduli coz i don't even hear what they said...
haiz.... xu ah xu... dun so STUBBORN  la...

The 2nd day~

yesterday is my 2nd day working...
early in d morning already gastric, very painful..
so asked to go see doctor.. thought wanna ask 1/2 day leave go find Dr. Boon...
but then Mr.Wong said they have own doctor, d fees just claim from company..
the clinic just at 1st floor.. so i go there n see d doctor...
the sad thing is... i kena doctor DIAO !!!
just go in , then dah kena Diao !! She is so FIERCE !!
she said if i still dun have regular meal then just let it suffer...
hahaha... then gv me medicine... 1 day eat 3 times..
so when lunch, i follow my colleague Bernice have lunch with PBB,Citibank & OSK de ppl...
2 girls with 3 guys... ok...
1st, i dun even remember their name.. hahaha... this i d worse thing for me..
2nd, i m so so so quiet when eating with them.. OMG !!Ying Xu come again....
really need to see ppl de lo... or i just dun wanna talk much...
coz when i start to talk, i can talk A LOT !!
so i just be QUIET & is really SUPER QUIET !!
they ask me why i so quiet, i told them that just see myself..
i wanna be quiet then quiet , i wanna talk then just talk...
they say cannot like this d... hahaha... i wonder why i dun talk only...
i just keep smiling.. just like me with my secondary school friends...
but with make up friends is difference, i m very talkative when be with them...
haha... this really have to see me wanna change or not...
then after work...
i take LRT go KL SENTRAL meet my bebe~~
he go there fetch me then we go MidValley have dinner & Patto...
but at d end, we go pyramid... coz i show wrong way to him...hahaha...
we have our dinner at FULLHOUSE~
i wish to go for long time liao... now finally can go with bebe ~
there de food actually.... really not so nice... just d place look nice, d food ma ma dei jek...
honestly, i dun full... coz i just ate sandwich...
after that we go Guardian buy 1.5ml bottle of water, i eat medicine...
then we back bebe aunt house...
he tell me bout d insurance de thing...
then i help bebe cut nail... hahaha.... after that just back home le..
yesterday , he just arrive KL from KT...
then actually, he wanna back melaka, but i dun allow... hahahahaha
coz i wanna meet him...
but still very happy to see him le... miss him so much de...
oh ya.. he gv me ang pao... actually suppose is mom give de... but then mom no give so he give me...
is for good luck de wor... for 1st day start work de...

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

My 1st Day ~

Today is my 1st day working at Forex Enterprise Sdn.Bhd.
Morning wake up, i am very hungry, is super hungry...
after bath, then i started to make up, then only drink milo & eat bread...
actually wanna follow sister leave home d, but at d end i have chosen follow my parents..
follow my parents actually quite ok 1 coz dad fetch me go Pasar Seni take LRT go KLCC..
is nearest than i take LRT from Asia Jaya...
i quite early then arrive there, around 8am like this lo...
at d same time, me Gastric & stomach in wind, feel dizzy & wanna vomit..
but after that ok liao...
Mr. Wong, the person who i contact & interview me d...
he told me bout what they going to do n bla bla bla...
but 1st thing arrive there is fill in d application form... when interview that time, he didn't gv me fill in..
after that i go to my own desk n sit there wait time pass..
no no no...  need go around n introduce myself...
8.30am start working liao...
i just sit at there SEE what they doing, HEAR what they talk to d phone...
REALLY BORED LIKE HELL !!!
actually, i wanna say de is..
i never gan jiong d day b4 start work... when i arrive there, i just start to gan jiong n so so so SHY !!
even ask me go around n introduce myself, i also not so dare...
i think liao quite long time only go introduce myself... = . =
hahaha... then when lunch time, i eat with them...
erm.. mr.wong treat me eat wor.... he help me pay... after he finish work i only send sms to him n say

thank you coz no time n he not free after lunch..
then ofcoz i hope i can write down what they do, but ask me write is a bit hard...
hahaha... but i quite interested what they doing...
when see they talk to phone, the way, feel interested ~ kakaka...
after 5.30pm they tell me n explain to me what they doing...
and tml i have job to do liao... but the job is .... better than ntg to do la..


but then i kena bully by them... hahaha...
the mr.wong said , there have traditional , when out salary must treat them eat, is all of them... then after 6 months confirm liao, also have to treat them... zzZ
my brother, today just said when i out salary, then have to belanja him eat...
all my friends all also said that to me...
i just can answer, if i still have extra money... hahaha...
coz after out salary, i have to pay back money to my brothers n my aunt... own them money..
and also need keep money for SOMEONE ~~
cham... have to plan 1st... T.T

am waiting mom there out salary for me & last time work as promoter for eye laser roadshow de ...
then this month i have money to use... if not...
i gonna die with no money eat lunch n transport...
i really wish to have my own car... then... think will be more easier for me...
very tired & sleepy...sleep le..

Goodnight~

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

INTERVIEW for a JOB ...

Today, is my 1st time interview office job.. and also my 2nd time interview for job...
part time job not count la... haha... if count then part time job interview 2 times.. so this i my
4th time interview d...
before d interview, i back college settle my things 1st...
mana tau..haiz... sien ah... go for empty !! GRRR !!!
but then at least passed up d RESIT FORM... but got wat use??
if no renew d student card, also can't take d exam wor...
haha... i just hope my younger brother can help me do the rest coz he also wanna resit for an exam..
still have to collect d bill 1st... haiz... the bill 1st week of june only out.. !!!
stupid la...
after that then go KLCC eat lunch...
after lunch then go interview... actually still ok la... not that nervous de, but dunno why heart beat damn fast..
After interview... (Get d JOB!!!)
then back home...

Will start work on 1st of June (that's why no time back college liao...)
Working Time : 8.30am ~ 5.30pm (after work , sometimes need stay back for training)
Salary : 2.4k + EPF & Socso (This is what i interested.. not d job..hahaha)
Monday ~ Thursday : Formal Wear (have to go buy liao.. Sad.. dun wanna everyday wear black...)
Friday : Casual Wear (but no short pants)
Entertainment & MC can claim back... good..
(Entertainment means bring clients or customer go eat n drinks, we pay for them, then can claim back)
Venue : Wisma Central @ Jalan Ampang (just beside KLCC one of d super old building)
Company name : FOREX ENTERPRISE SDN BHD

what kind of job is this??
haha... after i start my job, know more bout that , then will share it d~~ kakaka...

Monday, May 24, 2010

0523

昨天,约了怡怡&燕燕到MID VALLEY去走走。
早上,被弟弟叫醒,因为11.30am要出门(叫弟弟载我去)
然后我就起床,冲凉,化个淡妆~ 呵呵~拍照的话会比较好看点...
然后就跟随弟弟去载女朋友,然后去PLAZA IMBI 找店,收购旧电脑的店。
之后再去LOW YAT 帮爸爸买“老鼠” (滑鼠)
过后才去MID VALLEY。。
弟弟本来是要去TIMES SQUARE 拍拖,但最后因为我的关系换了地方。
到了那,我就去MPH走走看看。。不去还好,一去就看中很多本书了。。
买了一本叫“缘”的书。。这是2010 浪漫婚礼完全手册。。
前提,不是因为要结婚而买,是因为里面的内容很吸引我。。
怎么说?有关于新娘化妆的,有关于新娘在结婚前应该怎么护理。。
虽然这些我之前都知道了,但是,我还是得懂更多。。
如果有人找我化新娘妆,那么,我至少也懂些,也可以提议或建议她们嘛~
那么当然也对我以后要结婚时也派上用场。。哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。
可能也算是职业病??之前在婚纱店打过工,还是很喜欢关于这些的知识了。
然后我还看中一本书,是KEVIN化妆教学的。。
好想买。。但到最后没买。。哈哈哈。。。
虽然我都懂了,但是,还是要看看更多不同的化妆技巧咯。。
而且本身认为还不够PRO呢。。。还是要学习学习,尤其是在头发方面。。

差不多两点这样,怡怡终于到了。。
我们就去吃午餐,那时也大概是差不多三点了吧??
我们去FOOD COURT吃烧鱼。。但我们叫的是SOTONG LALA。。
我跟怡怡叫的都一样。。不错咯。。
然后我们就去走走。。哈哈哈。。她没化妆,所以我们就去watson那里玩。。
首先当然是concealer遮黑眼圈先咯。。
然后,我就帮她上2 way kit,用我的。。
接下来是腮红(watson),然后还要我帮她搽masacara,用我的。。
过后我们就去SASA看看,这么一去,又想买东西了。。惨啊!!
好多好多好想买的东西!!
还引诱啊!!!!
最后有买eye mask..哈哈。。
然后,燕燕来了。。我们就走走咯。。
本来是要看衣服的,但到最后没有看了。。
我们去THE GARDEN上厕所。。呵呵~
然后再厕所,就轮到我帮燕燕搽mascara了。。
Then怡怡说有间卖cup cake的很可爱,很想去试试。。
我们就去咯。。老实说,好吸引人呢!!!
因为那些蛋糕好美呀!!看到都舍不得吃!!
那个cup cake,3个28块。。刚好我们三个人。。
燕燕在我们一直要求下,她才肯跟我们一起share~

this the box ~ 

this also d box , back view

this d cute little cup cake
the flower is chocolate (yiyi)
the sheep is vanilla (yean yean)
the duck is orange (xu xu)

3 of us ~ with our cup cake~
my cup cake & i~

然后就开始吃了。。在我们拍的时候,好多人经过。。哈哈哈。。
燕燕觉得很paiseh...我却拍照拍到很爽。。

 Finish eat~

after that, we just walk around and back to mid valley..
 and then we had dinner together.. at dunno call what chicken rice de shop...
is in between mid valley n the garden...

Our food ~



after that we walk around again... 8pm something, yiyi back liao...
me n yean yean leave also... yean yean fetch me back..
but before back, we go pasar malam 1st... taman megah~
actually that time quite hungry, but at d end, we just bought curry fish ball eat...
and her breakfast at "cake sense".. i also got buy an egg sandwich~
after that just go home... 

A very happy & enjoyable SUNDAY with my lovely friends ~ 
Thank you , Kikyo Lim & Nicole Lee ..
MUAKS !!

Saturday, May 22, 2010

参观某公司

昨天,我去参观FOREX ENTERPRISE SDN.BHD.
就在KLCC隔壁的一个建筑叫WISMA CENTRAL.
当我去到那,其实不是很清楚那个地方在哪里,只好问人。
然后就看到一个男的马来人,问他WISMA CENTRAL在哪里,他竟然跟我说在BANGSAR那里。
够力。。算了。。只好再去找别人,一个女的马来人,她是在KLCC工作的,她就指给我看咯。
走到去那里,一看到环境不如我想象的。。晕。。。
再走进去,更加要晕。。然后竟然让我跟Derrick碰面呢。。哈哈哈。。世界真小。。
然后找电梯上7楼。。7.09
一出电梯,有点吓了一跳。。真的以为自己走错地方。。
然后就找那间公司,拨电话给那个人咯。
那个人是那里的manager,uncle来的。。哈哈哈。。。
然后就进去咯。。一看里面。。更令我失望呐!!
完全不是我想象的那么大那么美。。哈哈。。
然后他就跟我说他们是做什么的咯。。
其实,我看了环境,让我不想做这份工。。
环境对我来说也很重要的。。而且,这份工,未免也太闷了吧?
但是,回想,有那份工是不闷的?
做久了,也不是一样闷?
有道理。。
然后就有讲到薪水。。
2.2k - 2.5k
对我来说蛮多了。。可能因为我只出来做过一份正式的工而且薪水才一千罢了吧?
可是,两千多,可以买很多东西哦。。哈哈。。
他跟我详细的讲解都,我开始对这份工有点期待啦。。
而且,我对薪水特别有兴趣。。现实啊!!
工作,还好啦。。暂时做着先了咯。。
而且,也可以学到东西,也可以认识更多的人。。
英文可能会进步呢?这份工,英文很重要的。。
然后呢。。6个月training,如果途中做到觉得不适合,或适应不来,可以走。。
薪水找出。。这么好。。哈哈哈。。
不错啦。。可以考虑考虑咯。。
然后,可以找朋友去。。哈哈。。不会闷。。但是,工作还是工作。。
就有好路,可以开给朋友。。一起走咯。。
薪水也ok呀。。对我来说啦。。
然后,我会去面试。。下个星期。。如果ok的话,那就可以开始工作了。。
希望我邀的朋友也能一起做,一起去咯。。
现在要努力赚钱。。然后才能买我要买的东西。。
才能去我想去的地方。。
才能。。。。哈哈哈。。。是秘密。。。
就连贝贝也不能知。。哇咔咔。。不要问我。。。我不会说。。
哈哈哈。。
然后关于考试的,我得回去学院换新的学生证了。。
没时间了。。希望ok 咯。。
那里好像要付不知多少钱。。闲的。。
期待这份工作。。希望有好的成果。。

Monday, May 17, 2010

5 Month's Anniversary

Today is our 5 month's anniversary ~
hahaha... so fast then 5 month liao... time really passed fast neh...
bebe at KT, xu at KL.... hahaha.... both at different place le...
morning received bebe msg only know today is our 5 month's anniversary...
if not, i also never realize today is 17th May...
hahaha....

Love you my dear ~ Muaks ~~!!

My Trip.... haiz............

Plan to have a trip with bebe.. but at d end, CANCEL !!
1st, mom not allow... even brother talk to her liao also can't... at last, elder brother talk to her, she allow but not
so willing only..
coz of my own problem... is ME !! coz of ME !! always makes things become worse !!
This is part of what i hate myself ...
coz mom not so willing, so if i go, then sure not happy and won't enjoy d trip...
as bebe said there's NO POINT !!!
haiz.... is ME I MYSELF faults....... so if wanna blame , then just blame myself!!
wanna go a trip, drag for so so so long... make myself not happy, moody...
who also no mood go liao la...
actually from early ... fine la... talk so much no use also...
save d money... save energy.... save d chance ...
Earn more money and go next time ba...
The place won't run also...
i just hope..... aiks..... fine la...
d place wish to go for 4 years liao... now have to wait don't know how long again...
just wait la... i already wait for 4 years, so keep wait la...
wait d better timing ba!!
don't be sad... don't moody again...
my plan become worse liao... never mind la...
i early early already know liao de...
erm... now no more trip liao.. so??
xu~ can start to do what u want to do liao..
don't waste time d~
my plan is after go to a trip, play liao come back then go find job....
SERIOUS... no more play time... this is what i want... but now??
WORSE la... aikz... nvm la...
change ur plan la XU....
Let's have another plan ~~
and please Reflect yourself !!
be good and change yourself to show ur parents that you can be independent !!!
good luck to u...
Forget d trip and start to do ur own things..

Saturday, May 15, 2010

心情不好时就看看经典语录

◎最好沉默

有时候,你被人误解,你不想争辩,所以选择沈默。本来就不是所有的人都得了解你,因此你认为不必对全世界喊话。却也有时候,你被最爱的人误解,你难过 到不想争辩,也只有选择沈默。全世界都可以不懂你,但他应该懂,若他竟然不能懂,还有什么话可说?生命中往往有连舒伯特都无言以对的时刻,毕竟不是所有的 是非都能条列清楚,甚至可能根本没有真正的是与非。那么,不想说话,就不说吧,在多说无益的时候,也许沈默就是最好的解释。

◎至少要平静

在你跌入人生谷底的时候,你身旁所有的人都告诉你:要坚强,而且要快乐。坚强是绝对需要的,但是快乐?在这种情形下,恐怕是太为难你了。毕竟,谁能在 跌得头破血流的时候还觉得高兴?但是至少可以做到平静。平静地看待这件事,平静地把其他该处理的事处理好。平静,没有快乐,也没有不快乐。

◎弯腰

和别人发生意见上的纷歧,甚造成言语上的冲突,所以你闷闷不乐,因为你觉得都是别人恶意。别再耿耿于怀了,回家去擦地板吧。拎一块抹布,弯下腰,双膝 着地,把你面前这张地板的每个角落来回擦拭干净。然后重新省思自己在那场冲突,所说过的每一句话。现在,你发现自己其实也有不对的地方了,是不是?你渐渐 心平气和了,是不是?有时候你必须学习弯腰,因为这个动作可以让你谦卑。劳动身体的同时,你也擦亮了自己的心绪。而且,你还拥有了一张光洁的地板呢。这是 你的第二个收获。

◎如果当初

你说,人生是一条有无限多岔口的长路,永远在不停地做选择。如果只是选择吃炒面或炒饭,影响似乎不大,但选择读什么科系、做什么工作、结婚或不结婚、 要不要有孩子,每一个选择都影响深远,而不同的选择也必定造就完全不一样的人生。你又说,生命中不可承受之情,就在于人生没有重来的机会啊。如果当初如何 如何,现在就不会怎样怎样.......,这种充满怅然的喃喃自语,还是别再多说了吧。每一个岔口的选择其实没有真正的好与坏,只要把人生看成是自己。独 一无二的创作,就不会频频回首如果当初做了不一样的选择。

◎曾经美丽

漫步林间,你看见一株藤蔓附着树干,柔软与坚实相互交缠,你感动于这静美的一幕。让幸福与归属就此驻足吧。你想。不知未来会有怎样一番风雨摧折?也许 藤将断、树会倒,也许天会荒,地将老。你又想。那么,请时光停格在此刻吧。

停格即是永恒。永恒里若有这静美的一刻,未来可能遭遇的种种劫难,便已得到了安慰与报偿。

◎覆满藤蔓的屋顶

你希望拥有一片斜斜的屋顶,屋顶上爬满了青绿的藤蔓,藤蔓里结出累累丝瓜。夏日傍晚,天起凉风的时刻,你爬上*墙的木梯,到屋顶上采收一颗被阳光烘熟 的瓜。然后,你来到厨房,

煮一锅美清淡的蛤蜊丝瓜汤。“多好啊,”你无限向往:“如果我拥有一片覆满藤蔓的屋顶......”事实上,你已经拥有了----在想像里。无论现实 多样燥热扰攘,只要能够想像,你就可以维持内在的平静清凉,这种自在的滋味,嗯,也许正如你一个人静静地喝一碗蛤蜊丝瓜汤。

◎单纯

因为思虑过多,所以你常常把你的人生复杂化了。明明是活在现在,你却总是念念不忘着过去,又忧心忡忡着未来;坚持携带着过去、未来与现在同行,你的人 生当然只有一片拖泥带水。而单纯是一种恩宠状态。单纯地以皮肤感受天气的变化,单纯地以鼻腔品尝雨后的青草香,单纯地以眼睛统摄远山近景如一幅画。单纯地 活在当下。而当下其实无所谓是非真假。既然没有是非,就不必思虑;没有真假,就无须念念不忘又忧心忡忡。无是非真假,不就像在做梦一样了吗?是呀,就单纯 地把你的人生当成梦境去执行吧。

◎偶尔

吃多了健康食品,偶尔你也想啃一啃鸭舌头和盐酥鸡。看多了大师名剧,偶尔你也想瞄一瞄耳光摔不完眼泪掉不完的连续剧。听多了古典音乐,偶尔你也想唱一 唱爱他一百年又恨他一他一万年的流行歌曲。你知道健康食品对健胃整肠有意义,大师名剧对培养气质有意义,古典音乐对提升性灵有意义,可是,偶尔你其实并不 想让自己时时刻刻活得那么有意。人生不需要把自己绑得那么紧。偶尔的小小放纵,是道德的。灵气充满或许接近大人,但偶尔的俗气会更平易近人。

◎别浪费了

今天的你,是不开心的你,因为有人在言语间刺伤了你。你不喜欢吵架,所以你离开;可是你只是离开了那,却没有离开被那人伤害的情境,因此你愈想愈生 气。愈有气,你就愈没有力气去理会别的事情,许多更该用心去做去想去处理的事件,就在你漫天漫地的心烦意乱之中,被轻忽被漠视被省略了。因为,你只是一心 一意地在生气。在情绪上做文章,这是对自己的浪费,而且是很坏的浪费。毕竟,生气也是要花力气的,而且生气一定伤元气。所以,聪明的你,别让情绪控制了 你,当你又要生气之前,不妨轻声地提醒自己一句:“别浪费了。”

◎错过

你曾经买了一件很喜欢的衣裳却舍不得穿,郑重地供奉在衣柜里;许久之后,当你再看见它的时候,却发现它已经过时了。所以,你就这样与它错过了。你也曾 经买了一块漂亮的蛋糕却舍不得吃,郑重地供奉在冰箱里;许久之后,当你再看见它的时候,却发现它已经过期了。所以,你也这样与它错过了。没有在最喜欢的时 候上身的衣裳,没有在最可口的时候品尝的蛋糕,就像没有在最想做的时候去做的事情,都是遗憾。生命也有保存期限,想做的事该趁早去做。如果你只是把你的心 愿郑重地供奉在心里,却未曾去实行,那么唯一的结果,就是与它错过,一如那件过时的衣裳,一如那块过期的蛋糕。

◎离开轨道

某次你搭火车打算到A地去,中途却忽然临时起意在B地下了车。也许是别致的地名吸引了你,也许是偶然一瞥的风景触动了你,总之,你就这样改变了本来预 定的行程,然后经历了一场充满惊奇的意外旅行。A地是你原先的目标,B地却让你体会了小小的冒险。回忆起来,你说,那是一次令你难忘的出轨经验。生命中的 许多时候不也如此?心无旁骛地奔赴唯一的目的,不过是履行了原本的行程而已;离开预设的轨道,你才有机会发现其他的风景。

◎悄悄

曾经有一段时间,你心情低落,甚至懒得拉开窗帘,看着窗外的阳光。因此你当然也忘了去看看,窗台上那一盆每天都需要喝水的玛格丽特。如此不知过了多 久,总算有一天,你度过了心情的低潮,同时也想起了你的玛格丽特。天啊,可怜的花,她还活着吗?你战战兢兢地拉开窗帘,却见她迎风招摇,花颜可掬。原来在 过去的这段日子里,你虽然忘了喂她喝水,老天却没忘了以雨露眷顾她呢。许多事物悄悄地在你的视线之外进行,而且悄悄地安排好了它们自己。天生万物,天养万 物,一切其实无须担心。

Thursday, May 13, 2010

真实而伤感的爱情

在某网站看到这篇文章。。
觉得蛮有意思的。。也很可怜。。。
来分享一下。。

这是一个真实的事情,我有个朋友的同学就这么悲惨的进行着自己的爱情旅程,他们的爱情就放佛书上写的那样,浪漫而带有悲伤!

上课铃响了,他们急冲冲的跑回了教室!一看就是从操场上浪漫回的!嘿嘿。

两人是同桌,老师进来了,他们好像还在沉浸在以前,一副忘我的墙陶醉显然而出,班长:起立!同学们齐声喊老师好!他们才知道自己的失态,连忙站起来 了,老师好!哎、、、、又是一节漫漫冗长的数学课,他们听的郁郁闷闷的!喂,小叶,我们下课去哪玩?去操场,不行!去逛街,不行!一个女孩子的性格慢慢的 出来了!天真还带点可爱!真麻烦,到底去哪啊!他继续追问到!

老师看到了他们两开小差,大声说谁知道这道题怎么算??下面一片寂静,没人出声!静、、、

叮叮、、、、、下课了!他拉的她的手跑出了教室,放佛挣脱了束缚,像两只刚出笼子里放出的鸟儿,飞呀飞

他们的笑声一直飘荡在整个天空!

是的,冲淡一切的除了眼泪就是时间了,时间可以证明一切!他们马上中考了!一直贪玩的他们都有点不知所措,难道我们会分开吗?他们一直反问对方,他们 害怕!

啊,累!中考终于完了!有笑的有哭的、、、、、、、、

他们见面之后是一直凝视着对方,此时没有比这更好的办法了!你我望着彼此的眼眸里面有了一种被压迫的痛楚,一种深陷的糜烂,那是他们独有的快乐,他们 不能放弃的未来!我落榜了,我也落榜了,相继自后小叶爬到了小王的胸膛上开始哭了,哭,她,从没有这么伤心过!小王紧紧的抱住小叶,生怕她一不小心溜走! 他抬头看了看天空,天还是那么蓝!而他们该怎么办呢?他,陷入沉思!流淌于岁月河流之上的,曾经在梦境中鲜活的爱情。此刻,此时,一切的一切,是否还是那 样刻骨铭心吗?以前的一起的浪漫一幕一幕的呈现在他眼前!

几天后,他打电话给她说我去上中专了!你呢?小叶说让我考虑下!那我等你电话!

就这样,他担心的等了她半个月的电话!终于有一天,她给打过来了!她说我也决定了,我去上中专!这样,他们继续上学,好像他们都有点无知,幼稚!

时间,慢慢的过去了!

三年的中专上完了!他们也好像成熟了很多!一起坐火车回来了!他们说我们一起找工作一起奋斗!完了结婚!他们就这样为对方的诺言去奋斗的!他握着她的 手说,十指相扣,一生相守。也许至今让让他们留恋至深的,还是这些美丽的誓言吧。

他家很穷!她也知道!他给她打电话说,亲爱的,我要奋斗两年,完了娶你回家!她说恩我等你!

一年,他一直奋斗着!累,好像在他的这一年就没有过!

他刚从工地回来,躺下想他的未来!电话响了,屏幕上写的小叶!他很快接起来了,亲爱的你怎么了?有事吗?晕,没事就不能给你打电话了吗?我和你说点 事!我有点对不起你,我们的承诺我可能不能实现了,我是爱你的,可是现实太残酷了,我已经和他同居了!你死了这条心吧!

他愣住了,啪、、、、电话摔地上了!他无法面对这现实,他不能去接受这种答案!仿佛换来的只是痛,真是上天在折磨他了吗?我不甘心啊!同 居、、、、、、、、、、、、这更无法接受!!他真的没有想到一切的努力换来的确实如此的下场。

她也很爱他,可现实真的不能啊!她家人不容许她嫁这么个穷小子!她的泪水夺眶而出。那一刻,她才知自己是怎样地负了他的心,如果,你是爱自己的,那么 你会为自己快乐的过活。不再有放纵的欲念,不再有烟雾的残害,不再以咬痛自己为快乐。她就这样安慰无住而又无奈的他,如果真有下辈子,我会用尽我一生的时 间,守护你完整的人生,在你的眼里成长,娇艳,枯萎,直至,成灰。如果真有下辈子,我可以给你这个世界本不存在的永恒,让你开始慢慢的相信永远,因为我追 着你的脚步都走到了下一个轮回。

他们一直流泪,泪水好像能冲刷一切!

如今,誓言依旧,人事已全非。所谓的永远,只是代表昨天.他一定要报复她,他认识了个比她矮比她黑比她叟的女孩,人们叫她小黑!他说我们结婚吧,我承 受不了太多的负担了,累啊!他和她只认识10天,就结婚了!我和我同学去了,看上去很幸福!而他的心,有谁知道有多痛苦!邻居们都说那么个小伙子怎么娶了 个那么个女的!不知道怎么想的,人们以为他有病!

小叶到现在还和他联系的了,6年的爱情怎么说放下就能放下的!他知道自己的冲动,拿一辈子的事做赌注和她去赌!她输了,而他的心也难受!他选择离开她 的心开始他自己新的生活离开,离开曾经以为永远无法离开的她,因为想让她明白,除了他,不会再有人象他一样痴迷。等她懊悔,等她知道自己曾经拥有的是什 么,等她感悟爱情。但,就算她明白了,而他已经走远,很远。有的时候,有些事,永远都不再有回头路了。

这是一个真实的事!而且我认识他的,哎,爱情就是婚姻的坟墓!

他大声向天空大喊,曾经爱的,以后再也不会了,爱,是一次性的。而我把爱给了你,你却不知道自己身上维系的火线,于是我暗暗叹息,既然你不懂,那么我 就不想说什么了。因为爱,不是能用嘴唇和身体表达的暗语。爱也并不是索取,我要的只是你自愿付出的感情,而不是刻意滞留的无奈。一切都结束了!

我喜欢这句“ 曾经爱的,以后再也不会了,爱,是一次性的。”
还有“ 因为爱,不是能用嘴唇和身体表达的暗语。爱也并不是索取,我要的只是你自愿付出的感情,而不是刻意滞留的无奈。”

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

想起

昨晚,临睡前,我看回之前跟他的照片。。
想回我们是怎么认识,怎么开始,见面时是怎么样的。。
很好笑。。很想念当时的我们。。还蛮新鲜的嘛~
那是十月还是十一月的事??
那是在一个晚上,我要睡前,就msn他,问他“who r u? u know me?i know u?”
如果他没回复我,那么我就会把他给删除掉了。。
他有回复,但忘了他复我什么。。
在我记忆里,他问我什么有去旅行之内的吗?因为他之前是travel agent..(大概这样)
不知从哪里拿到双方的email address。。
那是好几年前的事。。都不知是我加他还是他加我的。。
那时好像又聊过天,但很少咯。。
真的不记得了。。后来因为那时我还没有跟之前的散,所以话题也蛮少的。。
那时我跟之前的是冷淡期。。应该说,是我没什么要理他。。
如果不是当时我msn他,也不会开始聊天咯。。
后来,我跟之前的散了。。就开始有话题了。。 哈哈哈。。
告诉他所发生的。。后来不知什么时候,他开始叫我dear~
哈哈哈。。男生啊~就是这样的了。。亲切点喔~
他每一次叫我dear,我都会回答“我不是你的dear,不要乱叫”
但他还是一样继续叫。。哈哈哈。。
后来有一次,我跟老婆去唱k发泄,回家后。。
我去pm他,叫他dear...哈哈哈。。他也吓到呢~
想起,真的觉得很好笑。。。。。
如果不是那一次,我想,都不会有现在的我们吧?
两人性格?很多方面都蛮像的。。呵呵~
我们知道就行了。。

不知从何时开始爱上他,不知从何时开始他爱上我。。
一开始,我们都蛮抗拒远距离的。。因为还蛮辛苦的咯。。
本人是过来人呐~但是后来就尝试在一起咯。。
机会,在你面前,自己不去掌握,到后来就会后悔莫及呀~
距离。。没办法了。。遇到适合自己的,就好好把握机会。。
要好好珍惜。。

再看看当时的他(his MSN display picture)。。
在想,他有什么这么吸引我?
哈哈哈。。。到现在为止,我还是有点。。。。不知道呢~
哈哈哈哈。。。应该是。。。。。。知道的。。。
但是不知是什么咯。。。感觉。。说不出的感觉。。
呵呵~


这个男人,不错啦~
之前emo时,还胡思乱想。。但是,现在不想了。。
顺其自然就好啦。。珍惜现在所拥有的。。。
这才是重点!!
呵呵~
我爱他~
让我全心全意去爱他。。。
开心就好。。不必想太多。。。

还是得感谢他的出现。。如果不是他,那么可能就没有现在的我吧?
因为你,所以有勇气?哈哈哈。。。
只有你知道。。。我知道。。。就行啦~
完全不同的恋情~ 哈哈。。。
不能说你是我的未来,只能说,希望我的未来还是有你~ 陪伴~

珍惜跟你在一起的每一分每一秒~

Thank you for loving me ~
Thanks For Bright Up My Life ~
Love You my dear , Ng Zi Yi

Saturday, May 8, 2010

The First Day Working at TCM

Yesterday , was working at Tropicana City Mall ~
Start from yesterday (7/5) until Sunday (9/5)~
Need make up, need wear sport shoes, need tie up my hair, need wear contact lenses ..
OMG !! Kill me please... my eye will die fast... 9 hours...oh my gosh!!
先来讲重点吧!
我12.30pm去搭的士,搭不到,塞车在traffic light那里~
就算有德士,他也不肯载我。。
再没办法之下,我只好选择边走路边等德士,但到最后我还是走路到Tropicana City Mall...
在这段路程,我想了很多东西。。
我在想,为什么这么不公平?为什么弟弟可以有车去上学或上班?
为什么我就不能有车去上班?为什么我得自己搭车?
当没有在人载我时,我就得浪费德士钱?现在呢??
我却是走路去上班,而且还是要站着的。。没有人可怜我一下?
一个女生,在马路上将走,那是多么危险的事啊?
有没有想过?我真的很伤心的咯!!
同一时间,我拨电话给贝贝,告诉他,我可以不要做这份工吗?
在那时,我的眼泪止不住,流泪了。。让他听到我哭了,他的心很痛的耶!
他说,反正都已差不多要到了,那么就做咯。。。
我告诉他我想的东西,他叫我别乱想了。。然后我就挂电话了。。
到了那,迟到了。。他妈的!!够力闷的工作!!
闷到~~一直去偷懒~哈哈哈。。。
放工后,其实不知道谁来载我。。贝贝说他来载我,以为他骗我的。。
就拨电话给他。。问清楚。。但是我还是不相信!!
他说他到了,我还是不相信,因为我根本没看见他的车!
后来他那里没线。。进了carpark。。
然后我就看到弟弟的信息,说他在大门。。
就走出去咯。。上了车,我告诉弟弟,男朋友来载我,但不知道是真的还是假的。。
先打个电话。。打不通。。最后打通了。。他说他真的在TCM。。
我还是不相信,他问我在那里,我说在弟弟的车。。
他就说,那你跟弟弟回家咯!我自己回家。。。
我就说不要,我要他载。。我就叫弟弟转回去。。
贝贝来大门载我。。我坐在车上等咯。。
嘻嘻~原来是真的呢!!好开心!!
换了车后,就去吃东西。。。哈哈哈。。。
我还是不敢相信呢!!我一直问,这是真的吗?
我叫他捏我咬我,他不要。。他不肯。。我就叫他亲我咯。。
哈哈。。是真的呢!!但是我感觉自己就好像在发梦一样。。
真的真的不敢相信贝贝特地从马六甲下来在我放工耶!!
而且还是今天,明天上班下班都载我。。。星期一才回去马六甲。。
我。。听了。。很开心很感动!!
我。。不知要给什么反应,只能说谢谢你,然后给他一个吻~
Really really never expect he will come to fetch me ...
Even his exam coming, need study, still come KL just to fetch me go work n after work...
Really, i feel so so so so so so so so so SWEET ~~ !!!!
but he also got bring his book or notes?? come study lo...
Thanks dear, i really so glad that u come to fetch me...
Thank you so much!!
LOVE YOU ~ MUAKS !!

Thursday, May 6, 2010

为什么我妈妈生了一个这么愚蠢的女儿?

为什么盈煦这么愚蠢??
nicole 问我要不要做工。星期三到星期日。一天RM150,五天就有RM750...
我竟然为了一套RM6的电影放弃这份工作。。他妈的!!真的有够笨!!
然后榕沁问我星期五到星期日得不得空做工。。
一天RM120, 三天才RM360。。我竟然选择了这份烂工。。他妈的!!
我到现在为止还是无法原谅自己这么笨!!还在自责!!
其实星期六约了朋友们出去玩,我既然可以不跟朋友去玩选去工作,那么为什么我就是
这么笨不选五天的工,而去选看戏。。。妈的!!
为什么??为什么??为什么我这么笨???
唉。。。其实不止这些,还有其他事。。。
蠢啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

HomeDec

29/4 ~ 2/5 (Thursday ~ Sunday)

Working at KLCC Convention Centre For HomeDec Exhibition~
Exhaust Fan.. Mini Size de ~ Effective or not actually i also don't know...
but looks like some effective lo..
the 1st time i work as a promoter (one of d job that i dislike)
but because i need money & don't want to stay at home  & don't want to work at parents company so i have
to work.. no choice... some more, d salary can get it on Sunday~
work at there, can get some knowledge bout exhaust fan and also other things la..
can get other diff experience~ can know more friends~
working with boss, 3 boss~ omg... but still good because all d boss quite nice 1~
if not wrong the 4 days i just sell 17 exhaust fans...
that's less !! Coco & Amy sell more than me, their commission higher than me... aikz... i quite jealous them..
who ask me so noob.. Coco keep say what got fate with them so can sell it...
when she everytime talk bout this, i will get mad & dulan... wonder why??
maybe is because i'm stupid gua... ya.. i admit that i'm stupid...
talk so much, explain so much just feel like talk with shit ppl... ya... i m mad...so?
think positive la... haiz... don't make yourself like this...stupid de...
met a old husband n wife, they intro me a 2k++ job...
they say me talkative know how to joke... ngam for d job...
actually i'm not sure what job is that... something like financial 1..
haha... i damn hate office work... ask me go face keyboard everyday..sien de lo..
even i at home also just face my laptop... also sien ... just wanna have a job...
wanna earn more money.. so look for money , even how dislike d job also need to accept it...
this i what i think now... after that i don't know...
this HomeDec job is 1 day per RM100, sell 1 exhaust fan get RM5 commission...
still ok la.. normal... i already get my salary but commission still haven't get it...
hahaha... don't know still need to wait how long only can get it le~
d last day, they asked us go eat with them.. Amy, Coco & I no follow...
haha... wanna go home eat... but actually at d end, i no eat dinner....
the 4 days no eat nice dinner... geng d me..
the 1st day dinner is Rotiboy~
the 2nd day dinner , hmmm.... no eat...
the 3rd day dinner, also no eat..
the 4th day dinner actually i bought Auntie Annie d dunno call what dog eat d...pretzel dog?? think so...
wanna eat at home but after arrive home , i no eat.... haiz......
from d 1st day, i speak until me sore-throat...until d last day...
so damn tired 1... hahahaha... the leg already not my leg... XD
quite a nice job... but i won't work for them anymore.. i think... hahaha....

Sunday, April 18, 2010

15 - 16 号~

2010年4月15日

早上6点就起床,冲凉~
然后跟随爸妈出门,爸载我到pandan jaya lrt station,我搭地铁到bandaraya下车。
要换ktm,因为第一次在bandaraya lrt station换火车,所以不是很懂路。
他们告诉我有路就走,看到楼梯就上,我一下楼梯,应该转右,我可不知。。
就直走,走到前面,我左看右看都没看到有楼梯,就问人。。
她告诉我在lrt station那里下来转右上楼梯那里去就是了。。
我只好走回头。。真是个大笨蛋。。
过后,我就等火车,Rawang Line..去Segambut~
第一辆,不知去哪里的。。
第二辆...第三辆,去Rawang的,就上火车。。
第二站就到了。。好早。。大概8.40am就到了。。
就sms coco,她来载我。。
拿着行李包呢~幸好有椅子坐,不然我可累死了。。
等到9点左右吧?coco到了,上车去。。
哈哈。。好久没去朋友家过夜了~
到了她家,放下行李,上网~ 呵呵~因为没事干~
人还未到齐呢~
到了10点左右吧?没有记错的话,还是11点??忘了。。
丽桦到了segambut,又要劳烦coco了~
我也跟着出~
载了丽桦,就去kepong jusco 的popular找颜色~ 金色poster color~
竟然没有!!!差啦!!然后就去1U的popular~
鸡啊!!竟然没有货!!只是买到水彩笔而已~
过后,再去ikano的popular~
还好,有呢~买了4罐,还有几张颜色纸。
然后就去载婷~ 又回到segambut去~
然后回coco家开始做头饰。
扇子~ 涂颜色~ 颜色竟然不够用!!够力呀!!
大概5点左右,婷要走了,又劳烦coco载她去segambut。。
她妈妈在那里等她~
过后,我们就趁时间还早去ikano买颜料~
哈哈哈。。还好没有塞车。。
把全部金色扫光~ 
然后就回丽桦家。。在丽桦家等一下,因为要带小妗去taylor那里。。
8点左右就去meet她。。丽桦的姐姐就去载我们的模特儿去那里。。
去到那里,我一看见我那裙子,我快要晕去了。。。
实在是太短了吧??!!
是他们不会量?还是量错了?ALAMAK !!!
算了。。自己再想办法吧~ 
让模特儿换上了,看了效果,我其实很不满意,因为不是我要的东西。。
但没办法,自己搞定好了。。
然后我们就去吃晚餐~ Steamboat~
本来是要去吃自助的,但是却改吃算人头的。。
吃完后,我跟coco就回家咯~
回到家,冲个凉吧~
我的贝贝call我呢~跟他聊了不久,要睡了。。
很可惜,我跟coco两人都睡不着呢~
就聊天咯~ 聊什么呢?
呵呵呵~她问我的感情路线呢~就跟她讲故事咯~
当然我也不输她,也让我认识了一个不同的她~ 了解了~ 呵呵~
然后到了1am,我sms贝贝跟他说“dear, miss u”。。哈哈。。
他竟然打来了!还用那种带点凶而且有点不耐烦地语气叫我去睡呢~
嘻嘻!其实我很开心呢~ 觉得很窝心~
关了电话后,再跟coco聊一下,就睡了。。

2010年4月16日

第二天早上,闹钟响了,7.30am。。
继续睡。。。哈哈哈。。本来是说好7.30am到丽桦家去做头饰的。。到最后。。。
我睡不好呢~ 8.30am & 9.30am 醒一次。。到最后起床了。。
首先,coco去洗澡,然后轮到我~
然后准备出门去~
到了丽桦家,大概十一吧。。
就吃早餐~ 丽桦替我们买了早餐。。
丽桦还冲了杯[爱心麦片牛奶]给我呢~呵呵呵~ 真是甜又幸福呢~
然后我们就在那谈谈exotic的东西。。看看戏~
大概十二点半,我们就起程去安雅了~
劳烦coco驾车~ 因为我很多东西要拿~
到了安雅,可怜呢。。。
还要拿毕业袍回家!!OMG!!
过后我们就去Times Square,coco要剪头发。。我也顺便剪前面。。
然后我肚子饿到只剩半条命。。。就去吃东西。。
叫了3样东西,一个是云吞面,一个是烧面包,一个是炸豆腐,一杯龙眼冰~
在等着食物来时,我就真的饿到在那里像猫咪一样爪桌子。。哈哈。。
他们说我可爱。。一点也不可爱,好不?很好笑就有。。
食物到了。。吃好快呢~ 吃面包时,把面包都塞进嘴里。。满满的。。
哈哈。。他们说我像一种动物,忘了是什么,都是把食物塞进嘴里的。。
还说我像小孩子一样,吃东西像小孩。。=.="
哈哈。。其实把食物都塞进嘴里只有一个原因。。哈哈哈。。
(S.....E......C......R.....E......T)
哇咔咔咔!!
过后我就回家了。。重死我呢。。。真可怜。。。。。

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

这一天。。。。

今天早上去做工,然后约了老婆美玉一起吃午餐,还请她冰淇淋~
过后,去ENYA跟我的组员讨论东西~
然后就跟我老婆去看戏。。
说到看戏,本来打算自己一个人去看戏的。。
[HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON]
想看很久,但都看不到。。
然后,老婆说陪我看~但是到最后,因为迟了,所以就没看了。。
反而去金河逛逛~
我们在6楼看见不错的裙子~
是老婆看中啦~ 我只是随便拿一件试穿而已~
换了后,我们就拍照~ 那人说可以拍,还帮我们抓机~
但是拍到不美~
过后那人很开心的问我们怎么样,我们竟说再看看~
她很dulan的说 "you mau tangkap photo jer !!"
我们没理会,就这样走了。。
发觉我们好坏。。唉。。"wan gat" 的。。
然后走没有多久,我们就各自回家了。。
明天去唱k~唱完k可能会去看戏。。但是。。以我这个人,通常都是不会去看戏了。。
回到家,四点半~累~头重重的。。
就去睡个觉,睡到六点半起来冲凉。。
还是一句“我还是头重重,很想睡。。什么都不想想。。”
但是,不可以!!头脑。。从来都没有停止想过身体彩绘的东西!!
晕呀。。。。。。
刚刚,到恺莉部落格一游~呵呵~她也懒得写呢~
我也是懒懒的。。呵呵呵~
她post上了一则感人的文章,我看了差点流泪。。
真的很感人~喜欢~
通常我都不会这么认真的去看的,只有我有兴趣的,我才看。。
这则文章真的很不错!!赞!!
所以。。。就来部落一下~~
来部落只是为了那文章~哈哈哈哈~当然那是一部分~

Saturday, April 3, 2010

愚人节

2010年4月1日

愚人节。。。
早上,在想,贝贝会不会作弄我?
说要来KL找我,其实是假的。。
心想,他应该不会吧?
没理的。。
早上去上班,一个小时罢了。。
约了我的组员去金河找假睫毛还有其他东西。。
到了那,先吃早餐吧!
其实已经吃了,但还是很饿~ 吃麦当当~ 
麦当当的早餐不好吃的。。好吃的只有HUSH BROWN。。
然后人齐了就去找东西咯。。
一进到那几间店。。好像去了天堂一样。。
哈哈。。因为很多很多东西,看了心好痒 !! 手也痒!!
过后就轮到我看鞋子。。一直在找鞋子。。但都找不到喜欢的。
喜欢的都很高。。随便选咯。。
然后我们还有去看看晚装~毕业当天不知要穿怎样的。。
过后就会学院~试妆~
这次画的海马比上次好很多。。
阿婷做model,穿bikini呢~哈哈哈哈
但是后面的海马画到太大了。。不好看。。
之后,我做好的衣服给院长看。。她说ok..
然后,说回海马吧~
海马呀海马。。真难搞。。
脸,丽桦负责。
头发,阿婷负责。
身体前后,我跟coco负责。。
至于曼仪。。。唉。。。
海马由我来画,因为他们画的,我不满意。。都很怪。。哈哈哈哈
本来这天是由我来当模特儿。。
但是因为现在海马是我画,没有理由叫我做model然后给他们画嘛。。
这样很浪费时间。。因为头发没有将赶,还可以再想,所以他们说让婷做model,
我们练习咯。。
当model当然是静静坐在那不乱动的嘛。。
而且如果一动,正在画的人一定会出错。。
唉。。她的电话一直响。。很重要吗?
我在那乱来。。哈哈哈哈。。一直作弄她。。电话里的人。。
最后她生气了。。可能是我的缘故。。哈哈。。不是可能,真的是我啦~
发脾气哦~跟电话里的人说“现在不得空,等下打给你。。”大概这样吧?
盈煦,你就不好啦。。将凶对人。。
没办法,谁叫她一直动,动到我dulan。。电话又一直响。。
过后,我收到贝贝的信息。。他问我星期五,六,日有没有做什么?得空吗?
然后我说星期五试妆,weekend free。。其实是不得空的。。
然后他说今天,明天的课cancel,可能会下来。。
我没问为什么。。然后我说那么可以来载我。。
然后他问我到几点,我说,大概4-5点。。
他说他没将早来。。我说我可以等。。
然后,他说要休息先,还有做完东西才下来。。
好咯。。
然后我就继续做我的东西。。
做完了。。我就send msg跟他说咯。。
然后我没什么做了,就帮忙其他组的。。哈哈。。
在拖延时间。。(知道是愚人节,知道被人作弄,但还是要等,什么人啊?)
然后就老婆美玉要走了,走之前。。
我就刚好又带哥哥一心的EP,就问janice要不要支持下。。。
她问我大靖有买吗?我说有。。然后她就给我钱。。哈哈哈。。
不过下个星期才能拿到,因为要给哥哥签名。。
然后,就拿去问美秀,美秀问我好听吗?我说不错咯。。
然后他叫我唱给他听。。我就不知为何真的唱啊~
看她的样子都知道不要买了。。哈哈。。我还开给他听。。
电话里有短的。。
过后我就跟老婆去starhill~目的是。。上厕所。。
学院厕所塞了。
然后去pavilion,才刚进去就从另个门出来。。
然后去金河的coffee bean吃tiramitsu..不好吃。。哈哈。。
还是subang RT PASTRY HOUSE的好吃。。
然后喝mocha。。share..
我们在那里聊天等时间过。。我在等什么?
明明是可以很早回家。。然后sms贝贝说等下去times square载我。。
没回我。。继续聊。。聊到很爽。。很开心。。
然后贝贝打来。。问我在那里?
我说在金河跟我老婆聊天。。
我问他在哪,他说在家。。
早就知道发生什么事。。哈哈。。
然后他问我怎样回,我说搭火车咯。。
我问他,你不是说要来的吗?
他说没有,你不知道今天是愚人节吗?
我说,我知道。。哈哈哈哈。。他在作弄我。。我也知道。。
其实是受骗了一阵子。。哈哈。。
只是等着他跟我说“april fool",我才甘愿回家的。。
还好我转得快~ 哈哈哈。。
他怎么可能会来?
很多疑点的。。
他跟我都不得空。。他也知道我在家要做什么的。。
大家都没钱。。哈哈。。
所以咯。。到最后我告诉他,我其实是有一阵子是中骗的。。
但是回想,愚人节。。哈哈。。还是甘愿等到他说出来。。
他担心我不知怎么回,打来问问呢~
不错嘛~本来我也要弄他的。。但是最后没有。。因为不好玩。。
哈哈哈哈哈。。。笨蛋吖~~

❤ 爱一个女孩,你做到几条了?❤

 ❤ 爱一个女孩,你做到几条了?❤

        1.把msn密码告诉她。
         (这个不需要。)

2.银行的密码告诉她。
        (这个更加不需要)

3.天气冷时,允许她把手放到你身体里。
(哈哈哈。。)

4.可以让她随时翻你手机。
(这个啊?有什么秘密??)

5.逛街时,要拉着她的手,不许放。
  (那上厕所也要拉着进?)

6.不许先挂她电话。
(讲完电话,通常我都要他先挂电话喔。。但是失败。。哈哈哈哈)

7.不许对她大声说话。
(为什么?会吓倒?哈哈。。)

8.要给她介绍你所有的朋友。
(差不多的朋友我都认识了吧?哈哈。。我也要介绍我的朋友给他认识!)

9.陪她逛街时不能说累。
(erm...我先说累咯。。)

10.把她的相片放在手机屏幕上。
(这样会想死他。。但是有时放下也不错的。。哈哈哈)

11.不说她傻。
  (为什么?我本来就傻,喜欢他说我傻。哈哈哈。)

12.不说她笨。
(哈哈哈。。我自己说自己笨。。笨当然要说出来呀!)

13.不伤她心。
(这个理所当然!)

14.不欺负她。
(他每次都欺负我。但不欺负哪来的情趣?)

    15.不凶她。
(他?很少凶我。。喜欢看他凶的样子。。man咯~)

16.不对她摔东西。
(他不会的~)
 
17.要会逗她笑。
(这个??不知道呢。。)
 
18.会说甜言蜜语。
(还好吧?我说得多??)
 
19.要说到做到。
(还好咯。。)

        20.有事随叫随到。
(哈哈。。他得空就行~)
 
21.允许她掏你口袋。
(哈哈哈。。这个好笑。。)
 
22.要鼓励她打扮。
(不需要特意去打扮啦~ )
 
23.不许说她丑。
(自己说自己丑,他配合?哈哈。。本来就丑。。说实话比较好)
 
24.不许说她胖。
(不知多想胖!我会开心。。哈哈哈哈)
 
25.陪她看电视。
(很少看电视,看电脑多)
 
26.不许嫌她手艺不好(再难吃也要夸好)。
(对不起,我宁愿听真话,这样才会进步呀!)
 
27.大小节日都要送礼物给她(不在乎礼物的贵贱)。
(哈哈哈。。他说省钱~)

28.无论她什么时候饿了,都要陪她吃饭。
(如果我们距离近,这样就ok啦)

29.吵架一定是你先道歉。
(是我吧?)
 
30.每年去不同的地方(没钱就去不同的公园)。
 (不得空,没钱。而且还没有这个机会)
 
31.发现美女时,不许斜眼。
(发现美女时,当然要跟我分享)
 
32.她撒娇的时候你要配合。
(哈哈哈。。死hiao po)
 
33.要陪她一起疯。
(笑我呢!)
 
34.行逛街时累了,就背她。
(神经病。。累了就找地方坐下。。)
 
35.要学会做饭给她吃。
(等着呢~)
 
36.每天要打电话给她。
(怎么可能?)
 
37.她打电来时一定要接。
(唉。。生气我时,心情不好不会的咯)
 
38.不叫她做不愿意的事。
 (比如说?)
 
39.她煮饭时,要陪她一起。
 (哈哈。。希望那天的到来~)

40.答应她的事不能讨价还价。
(erm....希望不会。。)
 
41.有快乐时要和她一起分享。
(对!有啊~ )
 
42.有痛苦时要和她一起分担。
(就是嘛~)
 
43.为她,做个大男人。
 (最讨厌大男人!!不要太过份啦~)

44.不许和前女朋友联系。
(还好啦。。)
 
45.她生病时要监督她吃药。
(哈哈。。如果可以的话)
 
46.为她洗脚。
 (不必了)
 
47.要陪她散步。
(懒过你。。但也会想咯。。)
 
48.要相信她。
(就是咯。。)

49.不许拿她和前女友比较。
 (哈哈哈。。。)
 
50.不许骗她。
(不要骗我!)
 
51.不许说她声音难听。
(难听?有时。。我自己说的。。哈哈哈)
 
52.不许酒后乱性。
(不许!不许!)
 
53.不可以打她。
(看是怎么样的打)
 
54.抱她在怀里。
 (嗯!)
 
55.收到她短信马上回。
(都有啦~不得空就没有)

56.要学会自己检讨。
(我正在学着,那么,你呢?)
 
57.最好不要抽烟、喝酒。
(唉。。怎么可能??)
 
58.在她失落时,你要安慰她。
(是呀!)
 
59.她哭时,你要把她紧紧地抱着。
(希望有这一天)
 
60.要给她暖被窝。
(我的被窝比较暖)
 
61.给她梳头发。
(哈哈。。好像有。。不过是一次)

62.不许说她抹指甲油。
(我都很少涂得。。)

63.她生日时,必须第一个时间给她浪漫和惊喜。
(期待着~)
 
64.在你朋友面前给足面子她。
(哈哈。。有吗?)
 
65.散步时要走在她的左侧。
(不一定的)
 
67.无论一起多久都要保持新鲜。
(最好咯)
 
68.要接受她的过去。
 (接受吧?)
 
69.晚上要抱着她睡。
(如果有机会,他一定会)

70.在她睡醒时,给她一个吻。
(我给他多~)
 
71.不能对任何一个人都比她好。
(除了妈妈?家人?)
 
72.危险的事不能让她做。
(er....怎样算危险??)
 
73.下雨时,要为她打伞。
(哈哈。。都没这个机会。。一起淋雨不好吗?)
 
74.天气热时,给她擦汗。
(不必啦~)
 
75.陪她一起运动。
(真希望真有这天)
 
76.逛街时要为她拿东西。
  (不必说,他都会做)
 
77.不给她吃一些对她身体不好的东西。
(不要这样。。他自己吃,不公平)
 
78.记得她的爱好。
(我什么爱好?)
 
79.乘车时要抱着她。
 (erm...没这机会吧?)
 
80.去的时候记得带她。
 (去什么?)

81.她去别的地方时,你要记得随时打电话给她,让她小 心。
(哈哈。。sms算吗?)

82.要接她上课下课(上、下班)。
(这个有哦~当他人在KL时~都是我要求的)

83.晚上不要把手机给关了。
(他怎么可能会关机? )

84.她喜欢什么就给买什么。
(不需要这么破费。。)

85.把她照顾好,不让她生病。
(如果我们是一起住的话。。)
 
86.为她修指甲。
(哈哈。。我帮他就有。。)

87.她在身体时不能接女的电话。
(不需要这样吧?)

89.每天都吻她几次。
(哈哈。。有吗?)

90.不把别人气发在她身上。
(他不会)

91.上网时,第一时间看她在不在。
(他都有吧?我也会呀~每天呢~无时无刻)
 
92.不和别人的女子有关系。
(朋友关系可以,暧昧?杀了你!)
 
93.不做对不起她的事。
(做到吗?)
 
94.要给她安全感。
(有吧?)

95.每隔一段时间就买一束花给她。
 (不需要。。浪费钱罢了)

96.把她的号码放在第一位。
(不知道。。)

97.过马路时一定要把她牵紧。
(这个。。一定啦!!)

98.她不舒服时要陪在她身边。
(难咯。。我们距离远呢。。)

99.对她要一心一意。
 (有吗?)

100.要让她做最幸福的女人。
  (我觉得,现在还蛮幸福的。。哈哈哈哈)

以上的你都做到了几条? ?

贝贝~你都做到几条??哈哈。。
男生们,你们都做到几条?? 
女生们,你们的男朋友都做到几条??  

Monday, March 29, 2010

25 Days Left ....!!!!

Exotic... Costume... Body Art.... Think until my brain gonna BOMB !!!
Costume, made it, but then feel strange....
Body Art, The water part still don't know want how...
Left 25 days... gonna reach... Cham!!!
No time liao la...
Don't waste your time please !!
Save time to do your things, and think bout it...
You are leader, you have to bertanggungjawab..hahahhahahahha....
I going to die... Can anyone borrow your creative brain to me???
Anyone can help??
No !! No one can help...
Now is the time to let you show your talent....
Ying Xu, Gambateh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, March 28, 2010

What's A Bad Saturday...zzZ

2010年3月27日

Morning wake up then online... Check check mail then watch Drama...
Waiting my bebe finish hair cut come fetch me go out...
Breakfast eat 猪肠粉.. Then no eat lunch...
Until 2pm something received bebe message, can go bath and prepare..
Pause my drama then go bath...
After bath continue my drama...
Until 3pm ++ bebe arrive liao... Asked him gave me 5 minutes...
Wanna finish the drama first, still got 2 minute...
After finish drama just go down...
Bebe sister there too.. So fetch her back home lo...
After bebe sister back home, we just go Sunway Pyramid..
I still sitting behind seat.. After go in carpark, I just go front seat...
Then park the car... We go in shopping centre...
Wanna hold bebe hand, he dun allow...zzZ Play again...
So I walk behind him... then snap when he walking de pic...
hahahaha... stupid de...
Then he go far far away, we seperate liao... so FAR !!
We are going to the Cinema... He queue up.. I at back, go to his place...
He laugh.... duh... Why Pek Dai me behind??
zzZ Play this game again... this time is far bit...
I'm not angrying... Just macam play play de feel lo... Know he "Te Di" de...
After bought Ticket.. Still got 20 minutes.. 5.20pm movie... [越光宝盒]
Then we go buy food... Don't know what to eat.. He ate liao.. But I haven't...
I suggest, eat fruits ~ I like Fruits~
After Fruits, Then buy waffle , take go inside cinema eat~
Then watch the movie... WTF !!!! SHIT MOVIE ah !!! SUCKS !!
Better don't go watch this movie...
废到无法想象的废。。超废超烂的戏!!
After movie, we decide where to go, what to do.. because we haven't feel hungry...
At Sunway "long" around steamboat there.. Thought wanna eat steamboat but not so hungry...
Then I suggest go foot massage !! I LOVE IT !!
But, bebe doesn't like it.. Sad..
Go around and see which environment nice then just go... Saw [BIG FOOT] ...
So just go there... 60 mins RM40 ~ Foot & Shoulder Massage~
Then i go massage, bebe at there wait me, hopefully got TV watch, if not sure he bored de...
After massage feel ok la... Pain till so Suang ah!!
After that, still dunno what to eat...
At last, we go SS2 为食街 eat.... Grilled Fish.. Yucks !! Not nice at all !! eat till half...
Then order 炒粿条, aikz... sad ah... bo wei dao...
What a Bad , Sucks Dinner !!
Then we go eat "lok lok" ~
But not eat much... the stupid bebe eat liao 3 "chuan" then full liao...
I also just eat 3 "chuan" ... haha... coz dun feel wanna eat...
After that just back home...
Gosh !! Kena bang by a Fucking ah Sing !!
The story is like this, still at SS2, at the bridge there, erm... passed by Redbliss Bridal house there the bridge..
Then brek liao.. we stop liao, then behind "bang".. shock while.. see behind...
后面的后面撞到我们的后车,然后才撞到我们的车。。
所以是后面的后面那辆的错。。中间的伤啊。。
然后我们就停在前面,bebe下车,后面的也下车。。更后面的竟然逃走。。他妈的!!
他们竟然去追。。追不到啦。。。
然后,就没得赔咯。。bebe的车,没什么吧。。
Then go home lo... But 1st, i help bebe cut his nail 1st... Finish cut just back home...
Then.... Bad Things Happen..................WTF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIFT got PROBLEM !!!!! Damn ah !!!
Got 2 lift, 1 lift last time kena thunder storm... spoil liao...
Now another lift got problem.... fuck la....need wait the people come repair, 20 mins, then wait them finish...
Think the sky gonna drop...
Then Thought wanna go for the stairs... mana tau.. the door locked...oh damn !!
All at there wait... then got people come down, and open d stairs door...
Then all go claim up~~ they good lo.. Not stay so height...
WTH !! I stay d highest floor... 18 !! Fuck !!
Massage for what?? Waste liao !!! ARGH !!! So si beh bad luck de !!
My knee pain like hell.. hungry some more, no more energy....
Can't stop... just keep claim... WTF !!
After arrive home... I Talk also no energy... DAMN la !!!
Then go bath... after bath... just go sleep....haiz...........................

LUNCH : Fruits & Waffle 
MOVIE : Sucks !! [ Just Another Pandora's Box ]
DINNER : Sucks !! [Chow Kuay Teow & Grilled Fish & Lok Lok]
KENA SUCKS PEOPLE BANG !!
FUCKING LIFT SPOIL !! 

So DAMN !!!