Finally ...

Finally I code le... last 3 weeks , i still scared and dun code...
but then start from Tuesday, I can code liao...
why not Monday?? because Monday I take MC... Gastric...go see doctor...
then why i dare to code d??
because of my babe~~ hehe...
got what related to him???
because last Friday he come KL... and then we met~ 3 days~~ ^^ happy...
the question is why met him liao then dare to code liao...??
haha... Secret~~
lol... self ask self answer... memang KI SIAO !!
but really happy that can meet my babe~~ miss him lot lot...

The 3 days happen d thing i will remember it ... forever... hahaha....
actually dunno what to write...
quite sleepy and tired...
at least now i dare to CODE liao...
YEAH YEAH YEAH ~~!!
just waiting for d day come ... what day?? got computer day... T.T
i dun want so sien la...
oh.. yayaya...

haha... start from yesterday 24/6 , dunno blow what wind i go read newspaper.. n today also...
think everyday also will read newspaper liao...
English & Chinese Newspaper ~ kakaka ~ FREE ~~
anyway.. long time no write blog...
actually have a lot of story wanna write...
but then... wait me got heart 1st...
very lazy to write d... kakakkaka...
like i talking to myself... zzzZ

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8/6 & 9/6

these 2 days... i eat alone...
yesterday is because no people accompany & i just wanna eat alone...
today is because i just wanna eat alone & don't care bout got people wanna eat with me or not..
then yesterday i go 大上海天had lunch...
i order 小笼包&拉面。。RM21.60
today i go Little Taiwan , order set lunch... RM12.10
but eat till half then no eat liao... coz no mood to continue eat... haiz...

yesterday (8/6) , one of my colleague, Harry birthday...
evening , they drink Carlsberg , some of d colleagues drink also...
but except me & other malay colleagues...
1st, i gastric , can't drink alcohol... and that time i hungry more cannot drink...
after that, they eat mum mum also... but i no eat... coz don't wanna eat...
i'm hungry but don't eat is because just eat a bit bit i will be more hungry...
then when i cross d road to opposite... is DAMN dangerous...
give car HON !! WTF !!
i don't like cross that road 1...

then today nothing happen...
just finally get my offer later... tomorrow just sign & give back MS.Wong..
and then... until now i also haven't start really CODE...
haha... wonder why i always run off... what am i scared of??
haiz......

Sing K with Clients when lunch time...

today, suppose follow Bernice & Whizzy go lunch with PBB Public Investment de ppl d...
but then, Mahal said wanna bring me... wuwuwu... so have to follow him lo...
Mahal & Zu bring me go Pavilion de Redbox sing k.. Lunch Buffet...
So surprise & too sudden... shocked me ah...
and i just sing 4 songs... 2 english, 2 chinese...

Taylor Swift - You Belong To ME

Beyonce - Listen

Lee Hom - 唯一

萧敬鹏－新不了情

sing k with malay is my 1st time... all malay..
the clients also malay... oh gosh !!
one is Affin Investment, Fizan...
another is RHB Investment, Zaid...
and then, their voice quite nice, quite nice to hear lo...
haha... think they always go sing k gua??
then when i sing lee hom song... they saw “一”and heard i sing "yi" so whenever got "yi" they will follow sing..
quite cute ah...
then when i sing 新不了情, "了" .."liao" they also follow...
and asked me what the meaning... hahahaha...
really le... a sad song, gv me sing till become happy song.. so swt ah...zzZ
but they really really very cute.. n funny.. hahahaha...
anyway, as least i didn't feel nervous like last time sing with bebe friends le..
after that then back to work...

back home.. aunt no cook.. so we go downstairs have dinner..
my condo downstairs d cafe...
i order Grilled Lamb Rosemary Sauce...not nice 1... and not full at all..
gastric some more... T.T
so sad ah...

应酬。。。

yesterday was my 1st time meet dealers ... entertain dealers... at night...
the lunch time de not count la... that is clients gua... i think is d same la...
this time meet many people..
they are...
Chua, Lim(girl, Chua gf), Sin Hao (think is like this write),
Chris, Ryan, Siti(wear spec malay woman), Adas(a fat indian guy)
and others i forgot their name already... hahaha...
this time is Pauline, Harry & Whizzy bring me out...
Whizzy play mahjong with them...
Harry play cards with others..
Pauline entertain others guy outside...
and me just sit there n watch them play mahjong, at d same time, also learning...
we go Jalan Raja Chulan, think is one of d hotel gua..
got a snooker place call [The Ball Room]
Pauline have booked d V.I.P room for us ...

Then Pauline wanna go for d next round so she fetch me back home 1st..
if not i gonna follow Harry them dunno until what time...

i m too quiet liao... kena ppl said also...
so... i have to be introspection le...
hahaha... not to be so quiet le..
actually is just starting la.. ofcoz i will be shy n dun talk much...
i m very TALKATIVE .. n will be VERY CRAZY with friends...
but need see is with who... if is with ENYA school de friends, then not same say...
really can crazy with them gao gao...
but then with secondary school friends not same le... dunno what i care...
now have d same problem but bit worse than that...
haha.. really si beh QUIET .... just know how to smile but wun go find any topic to talk to them...
i really need some times le... dun force me la....

but then... those who bully me de... i wun let them bully till so easy...
i wanna they pay back double for me... 要他们双倍奉还。。
我可不是这么好欺负。。我会报仇。。我也不会对他们客气。。
我会顶回他们，但是得用好的招数。。哈哈哈。。
因为不可以得罪人。。。
看着办吧。。。
总之，加油吧！反省下！

The 3rd day~

Today is my 3rd day working...
hahaha... also quite bored but is better than d 1st day..
today boarding (just i understand what mean of this)at
got help up Bonds to write also... their 1 quite messy & busy...
at d same time, i quite headache bout that... but still ok lo at d end also can learn something...
MONEY is more easier than BOND...
hahaha... but still have to learn also... so that i know bout it in d future...

when lunch time, Low & Bernice bring me along to meet Clients... dunno which bank liao..
hahaha... lunch... HONESTLY, i not full at all... macam tak da food masuk perut...
so is [got eat = no eat] ..still feel stomach EMPTY !!
after lunch then back to work..
have tried to CODE !!
OMG !!! why m i so GAN JIONG??? i feel so SHY when coding...
feel so paiseh... STUPID feeling...
at d end, i no code liao... i actually haven't got "xin li zhun bei" 1....
but then they said tml i have to do it liao... ask me back home practice pulak...
hahaha.. i got try to speak.. but then "da kek" ...
need speak fast, so hard ah... slow bit then ok la...

then just now dinner go down condo there eat... i order grilled chicken supreme...
ma ma dei only... not full at all... actually i already know won't full ... but still wanna order is because i dunno what to eat...
but it's ok la... at least i got eat... coz before that, i gastric again...
now when i hungry, i will gastric liao.. cham...
this call 自己拿来衰........
so, have to eat every meal... cannot skip la!!!
as mom said, morning drink PROTEIN, EAT CALCIUM... VITAMIN B,C & bla bla bla....
what they told me, what i should eat, i always dun hear...
so that when i always tell them my sick, they just dun peduli coz i don't even hear what they said...
haiz.... xu ah xu... dun so STUBBORN  la...

The 2nd day~

yesterday is my 2nd day working...
early in d morning already gastric, very painful..
so asked to go see doctor.. thought wanna ask 1/2 day leave go find Dr. Boon...
but then Mr.Wong said they have own doctor, d fees just claim from company..
the clinic just at 1st floor.. so i go there n see d doctor...
the sad thing is... i kena doctor DIAO !!!
just go in , then dah kena Diao !! She is so FIERCE !!
she said if i still dun have regular meal then just let it suffer...
hahaha... then gv me medicine... 1 day eat 3 times..
so when lunch, i follow my colleague Bernice have lunch with PBB,Citibank & OSK de ppl...
2 girls with 3 guys... ok...
1st, i dun even remember their name.. hahaha... this i d worse thing for me..
2nd, i m so so so quiet when eating with them.. OMG !!Ying Xu come again....
really need to see ppl de lo... or i just dun wanna talk much...
coz when i start to talk, i can talk A LOT !!
so i just be QUIET & is really SUPER QUIET !!
they ask me why i so quiet, i told them that just see myself..
i wanna be quiet then quiet , i wanna talk then just talk...
they say cannot like this d... hahaha... i wonder why i dun talk only...
i just keep smiling.. just like me with my secondary school friends...
but with make up friends is difference, i m very talkative when be with them...
haha... this really have to see me wanna change or not...
then after work...
i take LRT go KL SENTRAL meet my bebe~~
he go there fetch me then we go MidValley have dinner & Patto...
but at d end, we go pyramid... coz i show wrong way to him...hahaha...
we have our dinner at FULLHOUSE~
i wish to go for long time liao... now finally can go with bebe ~
there de food actually.... really not so nice... just d place look nice, d food ma ma dei jek...
honestly, i dun full... coz i just ate sandwich...
after that we go Guardian buy 1.5ml bottle of water, i eat medicine...
then we back bebe aunt house...
he tell me bout d insurance de thing...
then i help bebe cut nail... hahaha.... after that just back home le..
yesterday , he just arrive KL from KT...
then actually, he wanna back melaka, but i dun allow... hahahahaha
coz i wanna meet him...
but still very happy to see him le... miss him so much de...
oh ya.. he gv me ang pao... actually suppose is mom give de... but then mom no give so he give me...
is for good luck de wor... for 1st day start work de...

My 1st Day ~

Today is my 1st day working at Forex Enterprise Sdn.Bhd.
Morning wake up, i am very hungry, is super hungry...
after bath, then i started to make up, then only drink milo & eat bread...
actually wanna follow sister leave home d, but at d end i have chosen follow my parents..
follow my parents actually quite ok 1 coz dad fetch me go Pasar Seni take LRT go KLCC..
is nearest than i take LRT from Asia Jaya...
i quite early then arrive there, around 8am like this lo...
at d same time, me Gastric & stomach in wind, feel dizzy & wanna vomit..
but after that ok liao...
Mr. Wong, the person who i contact & interview me d...
he told me bout what they going to do n bla bla bla...
but 1st thing arrive there is fill in d application form... when interview that time, he didn't gv me fill in..
after that i go to my own desk n sit there wait time pass..
no no no...  need go around n introduce myself...
8.30am start working liao...
i just sit at there SEE what they doing, HEAR what they talk to d phone...
REALLY BORED LIKE HELL !!!
actually, i wanna say de is..
i never gan jiong d day b4 start work... when i arrive there, i just start to gan jiong n so so so SHY !!
even ask me go around n introduce myself, i also not so dare...
i think liao quite long time only go introduce myself... = . =
hahaha... then when lunch time, i eat with them...
erm.. mr.wong treat me eat wor.... he help me pay... after he finish work i only send sms to him n say

thank you coz no time n he not free after lunch..
then ofcoz i hope i can write down what they do, but ask me write is a bit hard...
hahaha... but i quite interested what they doing...
when see they talk to phone, the way, feel interested ~ kakaka...
after 5.30pm they tell me n explain to me what they doing...
and tml i have job to do liao... but the job is .... better than ntg to do la..


but then i kena bully by them... hahaha...
the mr.wong said , there have traditional , when out salary must treat them eat, is all of them... then after 6 months confirm liao, also have to treat them... zzZ
my brother, today just said when i out salary, then have to belanja him eat...
all my friends all also said that to me...
i just can answer, if i still have extra money... hahaha...
coz after out salary, i have to pay back money to my brothers n my aunt... own them money..
and also need keep money for SOMEONE ~~
cham... have to plan 1st... T.T

am waiting mom there out salary for me & last time work as promoter for eye laser roadshow de ...
then this month i have money to use... if not...
i gonna die with no money eat lunch n transport...
i really wish to have my own car... then... think will be more easier for me...
very tired & sleepy...sleep le..

Goodnight~