My Trip.... haiz............

Plan to have a trip with bebe.. but at d end, CANCEL !!
1st, mom not allow... even brother talk to her liao also can't... at last, elder brother talk to her, she allow but not
so willing only..
coz of my own problem... is ME !! coz of ME !! always makes things become worse !!
This is part of what i hate myself ...
coz mom not so willing, so if i go, then sure not happy and won't enjoy d trip...
as bebe said there's NO POINT !!!
haiz.... is ME I MYSELF faults....... so if wanna blame , then just blame myself!!
wanna go a trip, drag for so so so long... make myself not happy, moody...
who also no mood go liao la...
actually from early ... fine la... talk so much no use also...
save d money... save energy.... save d chance ...
Earn more money and go next time ba...
The place won't run also...
i just hope..... aiks..... fine la...
d place wish to go for 4 years liao... now have to wait don't know how long again...
just wait la... i already wait for 4 years, so keep wait la...
wait d better timing ba!!
don't be sad... don't moody again...
my plan become worse liao... never mind la...
i early early already know liao de...
erm... now no more trip liao.. so??
xu~ can start to do what u want to do liao..
don't waste time d~
my plan is after go to a trip, play liao come back then go find job....
SERIOUS... no more play time... this is what i want... but now??
WORSE la... aikz... nvm la...
change ur plan la XU....
Let's have another plan ~~
and please Reflect yourself !!
be good and change yourself to show ur parents that you can be independent !!!
good luck to u...
Forget d trip and start to do ur own things..